有时候你是否觉得自己好似被迷雾吞没？ Do you sometimes feel like you're being swallowed by the mist?
就像海洛因一样被逼迫驱赶到一个更隐晦 Driven like our heroin into a more obscure,
寂静却又震耳欲聋的地方？ silent yet deafening land?
这是一段地狱之旅 充满恐惧 怪异的放荡 This is a journey of hell, fear, strange debauchery
及罪恶感 也就是大多数人所称之为的 生活 and guilt that most people call the life.
你能接受这一切吗？ Can you take it?
你能应付自身的心魔和业障吗？ Can you deal with your own ghouls and spectres?
别离开你的座位或者棺材 Don't move from your seats or coffins:
一小时后 in one hour sharp,
你最爱的电视主持人赛斯·拉穆尔将会在你的屏幕上闪亮登场 your favourite TV host Seth Lamoor will be gracing your screens.
将与特邀嘉宾奥利弗·西姆共同讨论后者的第一张单飞专辑的发行 Joined by guest Oliver Sim to discuss his first solo release…
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我应比此更坚强 I should be stronger than this
我应能处理妥当 I should have a handle on it
我深谙所有伎俩 I know all of the tricks
最原始神奇魔力 The crudest magic
然我每走近一步 Yet every step that I get closer
我知你也注意到 I can watch your eyes notice
当我深陷入焦点 As I slip into focus
但在遥远某地方 But somewhere from a distance
是否你被我误导 Did I fool you into thinking
我是一自信之人 I was a Confident man
自信之人 Confident man
自信 自信之人 Confident confident man
女士们先生们 让我们以热烈的掌声欢迎奥利弗·西姆！
很高兴你来参加我们的节目 感觉怎么样？
情绪方面 我感觉 最近被很多阴影缠绕 太可怕了
但隐藏在阴影之外的是什么 你对生活的期望是什么？
你是大丈夫吗 奥利弗？
在遥远某个地方 Somewhere from a distance
是否你被我误导？ Did I fool you into thinking?
在遥远某个地方 Somewhere from a distance
是否你被我误导？ Did I fool you into thinking?
奥利弗 你跟我说过关于一颗 一颗黑暗的心 Oli you told me about a… a dark heart.
那是什么？ What is that?
我知道那是由恐惧造成的 I know it was created from fear.
恐惧与众不同 恐惧被评判 Fear of being different, fear of being judged.
恐惧他人 恐惧社交 Fear of others…
如果你能想象这种恐惧 这种内心的恶魔 If you could visualize this fear, this inner monster.
那会是什么样子？ What would it look like?
会是千人千面 It takes so many faces.
可以只是一个畸形的迫切需要帮助的孩子在大声呼救 It can be merely a monstrous child crying out for help.
或者也可以像狼人那样既大只又有力量 Or it can be as big and powerful as a werewolf.
但大多数时候 只是迷失在迷雾中 But most of the time it's just lost in the mist.
毫无目标 眼神忧伤 With no goals and sad eyes.
好吧 瓦屋 Okay, wow.
谈谈你的恐惧 Talking about your fears,
你应对这些恐惧感有多久了？ how long have you been dealing with them?
我认为它们一直存在我深深的脑海里 I think they've always been here.
其实我有一个幸福的童年 一个充满爱的家庭 But I had a happy childhood, loving family.
我能说你今天穿的这身衣服很酷儿吗 Can I just say your outfit is in-credible.
我猜你一直都有这种嗜好吧？ I imagine you always had this kind of taste?
我是说你能描述一下你的童年吗？ I mean can you describe yourself as a child?
我妈妈会这么形容我 我不是一个球迷 I think my Mum would describe it as I wasn't part of the football crowd.
那意思是小时候我没和其他男孩一块踢球 All that meant was I didn't play football with the other boys.
我可能会有点敏感 I was maybe a bit more sensitive.
- 但我绝对是个娘炮 - 嘿 甜心 - But I was definitely a femme kid. - Hey sweetie.
其实这正是我喜欢自己的地方 And that is something I loved about myself,
感觉像是我的超能力 felt like my superpower.
我痴迷于愤怒的女性 I was obsessed with female rage.
无论是《异形》里的蕾普利 还是《魔女嘉莉》 还是《月光光心慌慌》里的杰米·李·柯蒂斯 Whether be Ripley in Alien or Carrie or Jamie Lee Curtis in Halloween.
- 她们都是又有女人味又性感的女性 - 你在看什么呢？ - Women that could be feminine and sexy. - What are you watching?
- 而且还很 强壮有力 - 我感觉他在说我 - But still… powerful and strong. - I feel like it's me.
她们都是我梦想成为的人 但我觉得也许我不可能成为她们 All things I wanted to be but maybe didn't feel like I could be.
你那时候觉得可以和别人分享你的这些想法吗？ Did you feel like you could share that with anyone?
在家里可以 我住的房子里全是女强人 At home yeah. I lived in a house full of strong women.
我妈妈 我姐姐 My mum, my sister.
我可以在客厅里翩翩起舞 I could make dance routines in the living room,
在家里我想多性感就有多性感 I could be as femme as I wanted to be at home.
那是属于我的城堡 It was my castle.
你的卧室是什么样子的？你能描述一下你童年时期的卧室吗？ What does your bedroom look like? Could you describe your childhood bedroom?
我的卧室一半是小男孩的房间 My room was equal parts little boy,
另一半都是我姐姐丢给我的旧东西 equal parts hand-me-downs from my sister.
我以前总看恐怖录像带 I used to watch horror VHS's all the time.
但与此同时 我还有一个 我超喜欢的超好看的粉色麦克风 But at the same time I had… this beautiful pink mic that I loved.
我还热衷探索太空 I was obsessed with space
所以我的卧室墙纸上布满了各种星星 各种星球 so my wallpaper was filled with stars and planets.
我有恐龙玩具 I had dinosaurs.
我清楚地记得床边有一个巨大的泰迪熊陪着我 I can vividly remember this giant teddy bear near to my bed.
他会保护我不受那些我想象中的怪物的伤害 He would protect me from all my imaginary monsters
当我想睡觉的时候 我能从窗户看到它们 I could see from my window whilst I was trying to sleep.
还有这个戴着羽毛的可怕面具 And this terrifying mask with feathers on it.
我用它装扮成我在电视上看到的恐怖分子 I used it to dress up as the terrors I watched on my TV.
如果你现在能见到小时候的自己 If you could meet yourself as a kid right now,
你会对他说什么？ what would you say?
过于女性化 Far too fem
被岩石包围 Surrounded by rocks
会看到宝石 You're gonna look the gem
镶刻装扮它 You can dress it away
随便聊一聊 Talk it away
熄灭那火焰 Dull down the flame
全都是假装 But it's all pretend
全都是假装 It's all pretend
我父 What would my…
我父会如何 What would my father do?
要咬一口吗 Do I take a bite
吃口水果吗 Take a bite of the fruit?
我听别人说 I've heard other people say
若感到羞耻 那就不正确 It can't be right if it cause you shame
以我为荣吗 Have I made you proud
现在看看我 Take a look at me now
若有父眼神 If I've got my father's eyes
若有母笑容 I've got my mother's smile
是对还是错 Wrong or right
站在绿灯前 You're standing right in front of a green light
看看他的脸 Just look at his face
酷儿的脸蛋 What a beautiful face
内心何感觉 How it makes you feel inside
尝一口宝贝 Take a bite babe
此物很平常 It's an ordinary thing
尝一口宝贝 Take a bite babe
此物很平常 It's an ordinary thing
我父会如何 What would my father do?
要咬一口吗 Do I take a bite
吃口水果吗 Take a bite of the fruit?
以我为荣吗 Have I made you proud
现在看看我 Take a look at me now
若有父眼神 If I've got my father's eyes
若有母笑容 I've got my mother's smile
以我为荣吗 Have I made you proud
现在看看我 Take a look at me now
若有父眼神 If I've got my father's eyes
若有母笑容 I've got my mother's smile
嘿 嘿 过来 Hey, hey come here.
真他妈变态！他这样子太变态了 What a fucking freak! He looks so weird.
泄特 Shit.
我丑得令人作呕 I'm ugly
我忐忑 我彷徨 我踌躇 I'm up and down right now
我心情低落 我浑身是血 I'm down and bloody
但我不觉得 我是不幸人 But I don't feel as though I've been unlucky
在我生命中 有真爱我人 I have people in my life that really love me
我在你眼中 看到我倒影 Caught my reflection in your eye
如今你看我 双面皆示人 Now you've seen me from both sides
我令人作呕？ Am I hideous?
我的热泪 自然干涸 My tears naturally dry
暴露在那 光线之下 On exposure to the light
我令人作呕？ Am I hideous?
哦 我躲藏 Oh, I Hide
尽管家人不友善 Though the company at home can be unkind
拒绝出门见外人 Yet I live alone and refuse to go outside
我怎敢如此孤独 How dare I feel so lonely
所有时间已付出 When I'm giving all my time
敢问每一个不了解我的人 To a man who doesn't know me
为何不把我弃于泥土深处 Why don't you leave me in the dirt
我疯了 我病了 我中了邪 I've been sick and I'm perverse
哦 我令人作呕 Oh, I'm hideous
在最困难之时拥有你 If I've had you at your worst
那时回报也会很容易 It was easy in return
哦 我令人作呕 Oh, I'm hideous
你好性感
跟随我的声音 Follow my voice
天然甜美男孩 Sweet nature boy
只为保证安全 Just to keep you safe
听我说 Listen for me
要勇敢 Be brave
要信任 Have trust
要愿意被爱 Just be willing to be loved
激进诚实或能让我获得自由 Radical honesty might set me free
如果它能让我变得令人作呕 If it makes me hideous
与艾滋共存 Been living with HIV
自十七岁起 Since seventeen
我令人作呕？ Am I hideous?
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